[As painful as it is, it's a lot easier to focus on the physical pain than to describe the emotional side. But he lets out a little sigh. Shifting his position just a bit so he can look towards Manuela.]
It just feels so... confusing, and bad. I really got myself thinking I was on the right track with Dr. Maruki. I got my hopes up and then... they got crushed at the bottom of that well. I guess it's like a weird kind of rejection... Instead of just getting turned down by the other person, it's like the entire universe is saying no to it.
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[As painful as it is, it's a lot easier to focus on the physical pain than to describe the emotional side. But he lets out a little sigh. Shifting his position just a bit so he can look towards Manuela.]
It just feels so... confusing, and bad. I really got myself thinking I was on the right track with Dr. Maruki. I got my hopes up and then... they got crushed at the bottom of that well. I guess it's like a weird kind of rejection... Instead of just getting turned down by the other person, it's like the entire universe is saying no to it.